This is just a blog about how I’m coping and how tough life has been lately. I want to firstly say this is all true and real life based and nothing I write is made up or stretched with the truth.
I lost everything (almost) the last month. Struggling with my baby girl and other problems around me. My baby girl is getting weaker by the day and struggling so much. She’s actually lost a lot of weight and can’t maintain anything anymore. She’s lost interest in toys people food everything you can imagine. She’s still fighting but me…. I’m not. I’m sick of everyone around me saying ‘things will get better’ because you know what they’re probably right they might get better 🤷🏻♀️however, they do not see the day to day life with my beautiful little girl.
I’m just going to keep it real, I’ve had thoughts and feelings almost any other parent would. I’ve screamed, shouted, cried & even complemented my own life, but I will NOT give up this fight. I will NOT give in. I WILL be there for my girl I WILL get back up and continue this journey.
It’s a real problem in this world no one sees the struggles on a daily basis everyone’s quick to jump on you and judge YOUR choices. Where’s the real people at? Where’s the ones who’s going to be there with you through the tough times? No one should ever have to keep their mental health in just because of others opinions. No one should have to feel alone in this world because we only have one life and believe me I’ve had to do a lot of ghosting and realisation to actually realise you only have yourself and you should NEVER EVER be someone who you aren’t because it’s taken me to almost take my own life 5 times to actually know I am who I am and everything happens for a reason INCLUDING all the negatives in my life.
I don’t actually know the reason for this blog I guess it’s a rant and to be real to everyone who reads my blogs and to make everyone aware it’s okay to not be okay and I’m struggling and that’s okay. I have unwanted thoughts and I still manage to juggle being a mummy to a little girl with additional needs and for that I’m so proud of myself.
So please if you ever need anyone to talk to follow me on social media and reach out❤️
Mental health & me 