Life as we know it we live and we die but no one ever talks about the middle of life. So as from today I will.
We join earth unprepared for trauma and challenges. We have no book no rules nothing to go by. Just risking every day like it’s our last.
Why do we have to be put on earth just to die? Just to not want to be here? To watch our loved ones die in front of us? What is the point? These questions I have asked myself time and time and time again. I sincerely have major regrets in life that I will NEVER be able to take back or re do again. My daughter who I mention on here quite a lot she’s perfect but the challenges she’s had to face why is life so cruel? Why her out of 7 BILLION humans why her? Another question I repeat DAILY. TRUST ME when I say this I wish life wasn’t so cruel.
She doesn’t deserve this… she’s not done a single thing to god or life, so why her? You what though it’s not even about the challenges because she knows no different and she’s happy but it’s more to the point KARMA comes into this. My head definitely feels like this is karma one of her parents have done something bad and this is karma. Goes back to my same statement. What’s the point? No one ever tells you about the middle story of life.
Goes onto another scenario heart break and relationships. When you’re deep into someone and their life and all the sudden god has other plans no one talks about the effect on the brain of detaching yourself from that person. No matter how much you try they’re always on your mind and you physically can’t eat or drink or talk or do day to day tasks. Why doesn’t anyone talk about that effect? This is where mental health comes in… yet again there’s no rules. No guidance just yourself.
What about grievance? How’s it fair we have to see our loved ones suffer? We have to see them pass in our eyes and the cycle repeats every second of every day.
This is where WE as a society make it easier for people to express themselves to make life easier to handle. In ANY situation if we as a team build up a better life for everyone maybe more people would survive life and not think they’d much rather be gone than alive. Maybe as a team we all build up each other and not bully or commit crimes that we will NEVER be able to undo.
In my head and heart if I knew life was easier and nicer and the world was a better place I would be a lot less scared of dying or leaving my child behind because I’d KNOW it’s not as harsh as life is today. I want the word across the world to be nicer. Raise your children nicer.
Life is challenging enough and life doesn’t need to be any more challenging than it is. In a world where you can be anything… be nice.
We face life together. We all die the same. Stay humble
Mental health & me 